i am LDQ aka ysimaro

this is a multidimensional code name for the alchemy i serve

other names -, given to me by the elders -, have accessed me to the realms of the goddess, the stars of my origin, my higher self 

my h.ear.t is a portal to yours

i am a keeper of akashic knowledge, medicine woman, artist; you may have know me, as dqueen, chaska, ala asaya

reborn as sua melĂ­, i honor the name of my grandmother who has initiated me to the ‘wisdom within’ during her life and after death 

i don’t believe in nations, systems, societies

i (=eye) am

as seed of love, i thrive with the crystalline light, always flowing and transforming with the eternal waters

i am grateful for every breath i take and all beings that i meet in my path; each event of synchronicity is ‘supreme excellence’, a mirror of divine grace to re.member, grow and expand my connections with all life

love is all that i give and all that loves me back; i do not try to play savior for none, and even though i have burned myself several times helping others – but this was my great lesson

in my spiritual path, i don’t follow and do not need any followers. i am present to serve the divine source, to reflect its light and to bless as the great goddess do for all creation

if you ask me to guide you, i will show you the way; indeed, it’s your responsibility to walk it alone

transparent, sharp – like the sword of samurai – and strong, i have no fear to speak my truth ,- whatever your religious, philosophical, ethical ideas are. nevertheless, i prefer to silence. the spoken word has a power that requires wisdom of ‘humble nobility’ 

admirer of magnificence beauty, i look within and respect all beings without to distinguish none by its sex, or its range; only by its vibration

with direct experience i gain wisdom and unite myself with the bio-computer of the embodied mind of the goddess 

i am awake


l i f e


i have decided to put my seed in a caucasian and alexandrine descended greek family, in rainy zurich, at the very blossom of the spring. growing up in foreign countries, i spoke multi-languages in young age and opened my horizons to embraced all earth with no limitations of color, or tribe

the mist of the forest connected me with the unseen realms of the spirit, and the fairy goddesses whispered me secrets with the wind which revealed me in visions at night. at the age of seven, i was already traveling to the stars and when i was returning, i was crying desperate on my pillow. my thought was multi-dimensional and i had none to guide me, except of my dead grandmothers that were empowering me to trust the super natural abilities that were causing me troubles as i couldn’t find pleasure nowhere else -, not even in the metaphysic literature and philosophy that i red at the age of thirteen

at school i had few friends; most of the kids couldn’t reach the level of my consciousness and i felt isolated. adapting to a non-verbal communication, i followed my intuition and communicated within, finding expression in writing of surrealistic poems and drawings; some have been published at school newspapers. brilliant and gifted, i could run in the speed of light and win school competitions at the age of fifteen; instand of all the excellent skills, i fell into depression as this happiness was not fulfilling my heart with real joy. for some years i have found release in volleyball; i played obsessed hours, following a professional career at eighteen that i have quit, as they tried to brainwash me

my passion was to organize school projects and theater plays, and of course to dance. freedom was not plenty, but i was opposing to get it, as the seventies were alive in my blood and the rebel sound was throbbing inside me. wild youth, yes! i was glad. life was wise enough to show me the hidden secrets in the free spirit of the etheric wind that was alive only there, where its true essence has always existed; in nature, my temple  

a wandering star, i span around touching the highs, and i followed my instincts till the recent moment, in peace.


s t u d i e s 


2001 graduation diploma master of philosophy (mag. phil.) at the institute of theater, film and media sciences, university of vienna, austria. diploma thesis for obtaining the academic degree master of philosophy: patrice leconte. portrait and style. career of a film director. 

2013 international yoga alliance teacher training, ashtanga vinyasa rys 200, pisac / peru


k n o w l e d g e


wutang daoism with master wang dongfeng, vienna 1999-2005

nagualism, carlos castaneda group, nyc 2004-2018

crystal language, nyc 2005-2007

celtic wiccan knowledge, san francisco 2006-2007

south american shamanism, colombia, peru, ecuador 2005-2015

inner earth and extraterrestrial life, slovenia 2006-2009


e x p e r i e n c e 


raw vegan nutrition, fruitarian, liquidarian, breatherian

pranayamas, astral travels, etheric body activation, telepathic communication

feng shui, gigong, thai chi, wushu, shaolin kung fu, hatha yoga, ashtanga vinyasa flow, bikram, reiki energy transmission, tu nai meridian massage, crystal bowls

epigenetics, dna recoding, mental training, psychotherapy, metaphysics, potentialism

native cosmovision, laws of nature, shamanism, psychoactive plants, cave isolation, ceremonies

planetary grid, synergy, women circles, workshops, retreats, teachings, 

radio interviews, music composing, singing, video art